Happy
Satisfied
Glad
Wonderful
Seriously i'm so happy when a friend a.k.a sista told me that what i'm doing are wrong. Totally wrong. and at first my heart was like ' what the hell she talking about? you hurt my feeling man!' then i was about think about it wisely. and seriously what she told me is true. if you a good friend you will not talk about their bad things in front of the other person. and she also remind me that if you do not like what your friend doing. you cannot simply avoid them. if that person really make you annoying or something he/she still your friend you should tell them that you doesn't like what they are doing towards you not by avoiding them and talk bad things behind them. My sista said that if I being like that. It's mean that i and "THEM" are the same. Before this it already happen to me. i already experience it first when i was 19 years old. my "good" friends they did not like what I did, about my attitude and everything. They not even tell me. and they keep avoiding me. and I HATE IT SO MUCH. for me if you don't like what I did just tell me I can change. I'm okay with it. Yaa it's true that the truth is painful. At first my heart will hurt but after that i'm glad that people honest with me. At least I know that i'm wrong and should change. but "THEM" being just like that.. when they made me like that it hurts me more than you tell the truth. So if can i don't want that happen again and i don't want other people feel what i feel. When my sista tell me I'm like them. That time i feel that me and "THEM" are just the same. NO DIFFERENCE between us. That's why i'm shock. How come I become like "THEM" and doing what they done to me to others. haiz.. i:m so upset with my self. and at the same time i feel happy and so glad that someone told me that i can't be like this and i should change. someone that not avoiding me and do not ignore me and told me what my mistake. and at that time i promise my self that i HAVE TO change and WANT to change to be a better person so that i will not become one of "THEM".
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